7 days + ing

today,29 th .. is a bad day .. so late to write blog .. and scary to write ...
i vry crazy alrdy .. my heart juz onli wan let her noe .. i reali wan together wif her .
she alway i dunno wat her feeling ... i tot i noe all ... bt .. all is wrong ...
i hurt myself ... cut 32 ++ time .. my hand .. bt .. dun hv feel painful ..
my heart more painful.... i wont give up .. bcz. . i really love her ...
dun let her sad again .. i will do my best .. hv a time .. i will stand in front her .. i wan u be my gf again ... bt .... dunno i got chg again or not .. watever .. i reali wan 2 stop my smoking ...
without her , no one can let me love again ..
i love u ... ***

6th day + ing

28th , today ... moody + moody .. she still angry me ... wat i can to do ... waiting ? ?not ? .. chatting wif her ?? not .. doing smthing she like ?? not ... haiz . . she my all ... how .? ? today .. wake up 2 pm .. last night.. cant slp well .. alway go out 2 see how abt her ...
haiz. . wat ever .lah. . thx .. my fren yee ... haiz. . .again and again haiz. ..
dinner tie .. i oso hv think wan bring her go 2 eat sadia . . . bt ... nvm lah. .. timing not good .. tat all
today . our communication dun hv so many .. 20 - around ..
i scare alrdy .. i dun wan again .. argue ... if like tat can be better .. tis juz i can do ... bt .. izzit the best ? ... im feel... " lonely hell " invite + ing .. feel so cool ... dark . . haiz. . who can bring me out .. i juz wan hv a good life for love .. love can make us strong .. bt .. love oso can make ur weak ... . i think i going . 2nd .. ..
wat ever ... dun give u so stress again ... i love u .. hope u hv a good future. .

5th ...day+iNg

today ..27 th .. playing poker wif thm .. until morning 7 .. 11 am .. wake up .. and ..waitting ahxian come 2 find me yamcha .. all will be oright .. bt .. 5pm .. she wan 2 go working .. i send her go 2 .. bt . today is holiday and dun hv working .. sundenlly i ask .. juz less 3 more day .. is after one month alrdy ... she say ..after one month will give me a chc and anw ...
bt .. now she say .. not after month thn can together back .. say i did chg .. i chg alrdy ... bt .. i ask back .. her temper oso nvr chg .. .. and so nid more time ...
dunno wat she think abt .. may u no heart alrdy .. .. nigh 7pm .. call her stop to play game .. u say juz a while .. after one hour .. ask her again .. u say after dinner 1st ...10pm .. ask her stop again .. bt .. she no bother wat i say.. nvm lah.. go outside eat dinner ... juz ask her give me a time 2 talk ..
she say .. now say .. i juz ask .. wat u done today .. ??start ..argue .. wrong wif me ? she call me leave
at home .. she come to find me talk .. 1st .. i say alrdy cool down and talk ... she juz keep make noise ...i juz wan say .. i wan 2 faster done ur works .. and no nid doing homework at mid night .. i wan ur can rest more .. is my wrong ma ?? if i say too much .. nvm .. im sry again ... i dun wan bother ur home again and again ..
my way is ... wan u own good .. plz .. take care urself .. sry ... i .... ...

4th day + ING

today 26th , today is a sunny day ... no raining le .. bt .. today oso got a bit job stress ... wan to submit the flash banner project .. final still got chger... damn it .. i almost scare to take my hp .. when leave to company, pick up the phone vry stress .. got a lot of chg for my job... sienz alrdy ..
send wrong msg , receipt wrong msg .. noob...

finally , one day is finish le ... hehe ...today see u slping .. thx for god.. bt .. dunno wat her thinking lah.. mayb she dun give herself more stress or other ... do a bit , play a bit .. watever .. add oil .. faster done all ur works...

today. . im dun hv say any things.. vry innocent ... i juz say ur hp u dun hv use ... after .. i did say any thing le .. u keeping say .. tis.. wat ... tat wat .. the topic start .. i did say ur things wat bad .. wat bad.. haiz.. wat the happening .. i noe ur memory is vry good ... bt .. alway keep remind tat thing .. and different topic ... alway add in the moody ... y ??? i say wat wrong things ?? plz. .

anyway ... hope future ... all will be oright .. now .. juz hope u faster get done ur works.. +u+u
i...love u ... soya

3rd day + ING

today 25th november .. long time dun hv taking breakfast wif u le ... happy opening .. bt still feel u vry tired and tired ... still hv how long ar ?? watever .. +u ba ... u noe .. y i wan to write blog again ma .? .. hehe .. dunno leh .. i wan give u more + most time to u focus ur homework .. +u ... , u dun hv many time 2 chat wif me ... when u free .. juz see a while lah ..

today working .. im so stress ... a lot of works sunddenly coming .. sattle one by one ... alway keep continual coming ... the big problem is .. i redo 2 time alrdy .. the file size still so big .. one by one frame 2 edit ... haiz.. my head so painful in tis morning .. hehe.. bt still ok lah ...

actually, dunno i think so much or not , i scare when we together back .. u will no care as abt us .. or watever things ... sry abt tat.. juz me think so much lah .. i will do my best .. u oso +u ba .. focus ur homework ba ..

145 am .. juz wan u faster wake up .. take bath .. dun wan waste many things .. finish and get done all the works .. thn can rest more + most .. bt ... i sunddenly get u scold "ma d " ... watever lah. . hope u can chg ur temper ... cooldown and saying slowly ...no one is standby to get ur emotion press ... sry ... mayb is my problem .. if i dun to touch u ,wasgood or not ??

i love u + miss u ***

2nd day+ing ..

today 24th november , is 2nd days comtinual to write ... in tis morning , i listen a bad news and her assignment , last night she did slp more thn 3 hour .. juz wan to finish her assignment ..bt .. i listen it vry hurt ... my hurt so painful abt her , last night she did d assignment all wan to chg again .. T.T
haiz.. i oso cant hlp anything .. haiz.. +u+u ba ... "dear"

i noe she vry tired le ... juz can hlp her do sumthing smaller things... hope tomoro she can done more and most ++ ... and ... hope she will learn more how 2 setting her time line ... hope u hv a good night .. SoYa
i love u ...

1st day...ing

today 23th november, today i feel so tired, when i working , my brain ... alway missing sumthing .. tis is a 1st day i write blog abt wif her ...

9pm , finish my working time , come back home .. nothing 2 do .. dunno hv wat subject can talking wif you and all my housemate .. sry abt that ..

1045pm, my wireless streamyx on alrdy le .. i juz wan setup the wireless to her, hei .. not my wrong, is ur computer autorun the connection ..plz.. i did click any thing .. scold me again plz ... tat not my wrong, and plz control ur emotion ...im a pplz.. i juz wan to hlp u .. bt u treat me like tat ...

1.10am , she wan any thing i oso do for you ... and .. when ntg no nid my hand , you juz scold me go 2 take bath .. watever .. i dun hv wan to make noise wif you... sry .. if tat one is my problem .. i juz can say .. i sry .. i love u ..trista...