"下分钟" 与 "下辈子"

如果我剩下一分钟，你会陪我这最后一分钟吗？
如果我剩下下半辈子，你会陪我这下半辈子吗？

珍惜眼前的每个人，不要错过对你好的人。
人参有多少个十年，这个十年你还在，但下个十年你会在不在？

say how much i love u ,
i will say do not have a number can count.

-i'm chocolate-

7 days + ing

today,29 th .. is a bad day .. so late to write blog .. and scary to write ...
i vry crazy alrdy .. my heart juz onli wan let her noe .. i reali wan together wif her .
she alway i dunno wat her feeling ... i tot i noe all ... bt .. all is wrong ...
i hurt myself ... cut 32 ++ time .. my hand .. bt .. dun hv feel painful ..
my heart more painful.... i wont give up .. bcz. . i really love her ...
dun let her sad again .. i will do my best .. hv a time .. i will stand in front her .. i wan u be my gf again ... bt .... dunno i got chg again or not .. watever .. i reali wan 2 stop my smoking ...
without her , no one can let me love again ..
i love u ... ***

6th day + ing

28th , today ... moody + moody .. she still angry me ... wat i can to do ... waiting ? ?not ? .. chatting wif her ?? not .. doing smthing she like ?? not ... haiz . . she my all ... how .? ? today .. wake up 2 pm .. last night.. cant slp well .. alway go out 2 see how abt her ...
haiz. . wat ever .lah. . thx .. my fren yee ... haiz. . .again and again haiz. ..
dinner tie .. i oso hv think wan bring her go 2 eat sadia . . . bt ... nvm lah. .. timing not good .. tat all
today . our communication dun hv so many .. 20 - around ..
i scare alrdy .. i dun wan again .. argue ... if like tat can be better .. tis juz i can do ... bt .. izzit the best ? ... im feel... " lonely hell " invite + ing .. feel so cool ... dark . . haiz. . who can bring me out .. i juz wan hv a good life for love .. love can make us strong .. bt .. love oso can make ur weak ... . i think i going . 2nd .. ..
wat ever ... dun give u so stress again ... i love u .. hope u hv a good future. .

5th ...day+iNg

today ..27 th .. playing poker wif thm .. until morning 7 .. 11 am .. wake up .. and ..waitting ahxian come 2 find me yamcha .. all will be oright .. bt .. 5pm .. she wan 2 go working .. i send her go 2 .. bt . today is holiday and dun hv working .. sundenlly i ask .. juz less 3 more day .. is after one month alrdy ... she say ..after one month will give me a chc and anw ...
bt .. now she say .. not after month thn can together back .. say i did chg .. i chg alrdy ... bt .. i ask back .. her temper oso nvr chg .. .. and so nid more time ...
dunno wat she think abt .. may u no heart alrdy .. .. nigh 7pm .. call her stop to play game .. u say juz a while .. after one hour .. ask her again .. u say after dinner 1st ...10pm .. ask her stop again .. bt .. she no bother wat i say.. nvm lah.. go outside eat dinner ... juz ask her give me a time 2 talk ..
she say .. now say .. i juz ask .. wat u done today .. ??start ..argue .. wrong wif me ? she call me leave
at home .. she come to find me talk .. 1st .. i say alrdy cool down and talk ... she juz keep make noise ...i juz wan say .. i wan 2 faster done ur works .. and no nid doing homework at mid night .. i wan ur can rest more .. is my wrong ma ?? if i say too much .. nvm .. im sry again ... i dun wan bother ur home again and again ..
my way is ... wan u own good .. plz .. take care urself .. sry ... i .... ...

4th day + ING

today 26th , today is a sunny day ... no raining le .. bt .. today oso got a bit job stress ... wan to submit the flash banner project .. final still got chger... damn it .. i almost scare to take my hp .. when leave to company, pick up the phone vry stress .. got a lot of chg for my job... sienz alrdy ..
send wrong msg , receipt wrong msg .. noob...

finally , one day is finish le ... hehe ...today see u slping .. thx for god.. bt .. dunno wat her thinking lah.. mayb she dun give herself more stress or other ... do a bit , play a bit .. watever .. add oil .. faster done all ur works...

today. . im dun hv say any things.. vry innocent ... i juz say ur hp u dun hv use ... after .. i did say any thing le .. u keeping say .. tis.. wat ... tat wat .. the topic start .. i did say ur things wat bad .. wat bad.. haiz.. wat the happening .. i noe ur memory is vry good ... bt .. alway keep remind tat thing .. and different topic ... alway add in the moody ... y ??? i say wat wrong things ?? plz. .

anyway ... hope future ... all will be oright .. now .. juz hope u faster get done ur works.. +u+u
i...love u ... soya

3rd day + ING

today 25th november .. long time dun hv taking breakfast wif u le ... happy opening .. bt still feel u vry tired and tired ... still hv how long ar ?? watever .. +u ba ... u noe .. y i wan to write blog again ma .? .. hehe .. dunno leh .. i wan give u more + most time to u focus ur homework .. +u ... , u dun hv many time 2 chat wif me ... when u free .. juz see a while lah ..

today working .. im so stress ... a lot of works sunddenly coming .. sattle one by one ... alway keep continual coming ... the big problem is .. i redo 2 time alrdy .. the file size still so big .. one by one frame 2 edit ... haiz.. my head so painful in tis morning .. hehe.. bt still ok lah ...

actually, dunno i think so much or not , i scare when we together back .. u will no care as abt us .. or watever things ... sry abt tat.. juz me think so much lah .. i will do my best .. u oso +u ba .. focus ur homework ba ..

145 am .. juz wan u faster wake up .. take bath .. dun wan waste many things .. finish and get done all the works .. thn can rest more + most .. bt ... i sunddenly get u scold "ma d " ... watever lah. . hope u can chg ur temper ... cooldown and saying slowly ...no one is standby to get ur emotion press ... sry ... mayb is my problem .. if i dun to touch u ,wasgood or not ??

i love u + miss u ***

2nd day+ing ..

today 24th november , is 2nd days comtinual to write ... in tis morning , i listen a bad news and her assignment , last night she did slp more thn 3 hour .. juz wan to finish her assignment ..bt .. i listen it vry hurt ... my hurt so painful abt her , last night she did d assignment all wan to chg again .. T.T
haiz.. i oso cant hlp anything .. haiz.. +u+u ba ... "dear"

i noe she vry tired le ... juz can hlp her do sumthing smaller things... hope tomoro she can done more and most ++ ... and ... hope she will learn more how 2 setting her time line ... hope u hv a good night .. SoYa
i love u ...

1st day...ing

today 23th november, today i feel so tired, when i working , my brain ... alway missing sumthing .. tis is a 1st day i write blog abt wif her ...

9pm , finish my working time , come back home .. nothing 2 do .. dunno hv wat subject can talking wif you and all my housemate .. sry abt that ..

1045pm, my wireless streamyx on alrdy le .. i juz wan setup the wireless to her, hei .. not my wrong, is ur computer autorun the connection ..plz.. i did click any thing .. scold me again plz ... tat not my wrong, and plz control ur emotion ...im a pplz.. i juz wan to hlp u .. bt u treat me like tat ...

1.10am , she wan any thing i oso do for you ... and .. when ntg no nid my hand , you juz scold me go 2 take bath .. watever .. i dun hv wan to make noise wif you... sry .. if tat one is my problem .. i juz can say .. i sry .. i love u ..trista...

love is wat ??

爱为什么要拿来做比较
爱为什么要互相伤害对方
爱不是因为容忍得对方摆布
这是什么爱。。。

This yr what im feel ..

这世界每个人就好像带着谎言
选择相信这些谎言的人
是因为信任他。

生活的点点滴滴都有这机会的到来

有的人选择等到机会的到来；

有的人却努力的去争取机会。

是因为他们不懂要时间，和有没有勇气

在爱的每个角落边
有的人选择伤害自己也不伤害人
有的人就选择伤害人也不伤害自己

我们爱的感觉是什么？

是心里的喜欢，感觉得舒服

又安全感，还是觉得可以很依靠的

当跟你玩玩的时候，

你突然的抱着我了。。。

这是你的什么感觉。。。

是你还有感觉到爱我了吗？

当你还是选择回他的时候。。
我还是宁静尊重你的选择。。
你先说我们以后不联络。。。
你说的爱的还是现在的他。。
你选择了伤害我到最后。。

我也明白了全部，

我也选择了伤害自己，

宁愿听完的说的话。。

我不再伤害你。。。

也明白的全部爱的感觉

爱也许残留着痛
爱也是带着牺牲
我没为那么伟大的爱。。
不想有残留爱着的痛
牺牲放下自己的爱。。

得不到他的爱。。。

也不需要毁坏所有的一切

爱宁愿他毁坏自己的一切

也要顾到你爱的所有一切

你爱我并不代表是我爱的一切

我爱你切想占据你所有的一切

这是爱吗？？爱的自私吗？

我在这里。。。
我好像有力的爱你
接受了最后
寂寞是我最终的朋友
从前的生活
好想回去回味一下
这几年都写着
this is how i feel the way i feel
从你家门口分手后，
一转眼就是一年后，
我含着泪心里不说痛
怎能忘记我们吻别的时候
这写日子写着我的痛
给我一分钟的回味。

如果是一场梦，

别把我唤醒，让我安静睡，

我不想错过，害怕洗过来

不见你存在，残酷的实在

每一口呼吸，闭上眼聆听

就感觉到你，深深爱着你